Death

Death teaches us many things.
1) it makes us remember all the good things that the expired person has done for us. we can live in his/her good memories.
2) we can co-memorate the good things they have done to other people and inspire us to do the same afterwards.
3) most importantly , it teaches us that we can't love them anymore. we may havn't loved them enough. its high time u start loving people around u.

Things of Past

When I see a temptation chocolate, I remember saumya. She liked rum & raisins. When I see that, I feel a special feeling. Normally I should become sad. But I am happy. I rmmbr all the good times I had. Same is the case when I see the ' eucaly ' scene of thalavattom. It makes me remember the good times. I am happy ... Not sad about that.
Don't put your past behind. Embrace it. You may think it is difficult. You may say that its too painful. Forget that some bad happened. Hear a soothing music. And remember it. I can promise u, it will be ur best day.

Some songs

Have you heard some songs which make no sense at first but later , it will define u. When I first saw casting crown's devotional songs, I out out them 4 later time. I lost interest. After some times, when I had bad times, it soothened me more than anything.

Feel like a dream

My time with her , I feel like its a dream. Because it is not possible. I have dwelt too far in that dream. Now I want to wake up, I want to open my eyes.

The two conundrum

When we are dying to go someplace, all the buses will ply in opposite direction. When we want 2 withdraw cash from atm, it won't work.

Genius Me? Naah..

Some people(stupid people) say that i am a genius. I humbly ask such people to pick up and dust off your old Webster dictionary and see what that word means. I am pretty sure that it doesn't characterize me. So i first heard this when i was in school. i was/am an average student. i scored 70%. i was below-par. i started learning physics book in class 9 as i started developing interest in Science doing a simple experiment(an electrolysis) producing Hydrogen & Oxygen. i liked it very much. making elements my own. i was a constant 'dismantleR' at my home. i was always interested in unscrewing it. after doing it, i had no idea of how to put that back.
The name stayed for some reason. Mannya said that i was a multitalented genius.
and many people. and it made me silent i think.
i will tell what i am.
i am below par in problem solving . my great role model is Appappan . when a problem occurs , he knows how to fix it.. it is exceptional.
I have below par memory. i forget things after a day or so.
and so many.., i can't find one spot where i can put me in 'good' field.
I am not degrading myself. but thats the truth..